This is my failure story. The other day, I was in a hurry due to the lack of time.
When I was running up the stairs at the train station, I noticed that the train was approaching the platform and I rushed to get on the train.
I thought that I made it and sat down and regained my breath. Then the train arrived at the next station but it was bound for the opposite direction.
I had to get off the train in a hurry and I dropped my handphone and kicked it away on the floor and I was so embarrassed.
In the end, I didn’t make it on time and I regretted that I got panicked and rushed but I moved on. Unfortunately, I gave the opportunity for negative Ki to take advantage of me.
I have often heard the saying, “Slow and steady wins the race.” (The beggar in a hurry gets less in Japanese) since I was little. According to the dictionary of idioms and sayings, “ The things will not go well if you do the things hastily, so you should be calm. When you go begging, you must have manners. If you try to have everything all to yourself and push other people away and behave restlessly, you will make the person upset and you will not be able to get anything in the end.”
I think I have got less panicked compared to before. However, I cannot keep up with my train of thought when the unexpected things happen. Maybe it’s because of my age..
It is said that our mind goes blank when we are panicking.
The negative Ki will strongly influence us when the unexpected things happen and we stop thinking.
The negative Ki tries to make a small mistake bigger and expand its power. It is important for us to have leeway in our hearts when we do something and try our best to keep calm and not to panic.
When we are getting the influence from negative Ki, we tend to panic and behave hastily.
If we cannot concentrate on one thing at one time, we cannot succeed and tend to fail.
We know it in our head, but we sometimes think too much ahead and panic. When it happens, we have to be careful.
Furthermore, we sometimes feel rushed and cannot relax even though we are not actually rushing.
It is necessary to check ourselves up from time to time because the negative Ki can make a small thing bigger.
When the positive Ki is trying very hard to support us, we cannot catch it if we are in a hurry.
It is important to receive Shinkiko very well and try to avoid the negative Ki.
We should keep calm and not rush in our daily lives.